This darkness that plagues my heart carries me to a thought of despair no matter what I can't stay happy I have done things I am not proud of i lived a lie and this darkness has made me not myself for me to fight this out I have to walk alone once again because it's about **** time  I got something in return because when I return the place of my birth I will do everything in my power to make sure all opposition falls one by one because this darkness that has consumed me I will use it and I will channel it and when I finally have a chance I will take it even it kills me in the process I will have The girl of my dreams one day I hope but I will have to take down every road block first comes competition then the blood line and after it is all said and done I will finally succeed failure is not a option