Once again I subject
myself to the neglect
and the same heartache
Ive come to expect

Once again Im subject
as I try to negate
everything inside me
that I have come to hate

As all my good intents
fall into worthlessness
creating this joke
at my own expense

Who I thought were my friends
have all came and went
memories are the only
wealth that I have left

And i already know
I have been down this road before
seeing the same signs that I once ignored
And I already know
the results will not change
when all my actions still remain the same.

breaking my neck for
the same outcome as before

What did you expect?
I'm just a self saboteur