Will some one please Reach into my chest and fill the empty space with hands I'm so tired of feeling the gap the disconnect on the phone line the closed door the bruised body the gut wrenching sobs and you look away I'm so tired of the scars that line the insides of my mouth and crisscross my hands that stretch when I try to speak I don't want to want you to suffer like me but I do Will someone please catch me I'm so tired of falling failing and I don't want to fight anymore