these feelings are quakings high, that ripple through like tides that rise these echoes in the distance, are nostalgic feelings, how ominous they seem, though comforting; I feel less but more these sad days are bright for sure im better feeling within myself but life remains and fame that gains, I hold to flames, and thrive in rain, I fall down as chains, above the drain rolling hopes in whispers grow, I am the placid plains; though effort melds my soul, ive nothing in everything so down, above below. molting is, im free. breaking bonds to seldom see as water currents flow for thee though life has always been, to be nether and voids like eyes that see and hollow holes, to want, to be I need and yearn and in this stupor show, how effort sates my soul, and shakes as I begin to grow