when you're dictated by a follower
a hypocrite who follows in his steps
when he wouldn't want to feel the wear
tear
and shattering of your heart
when the person who raised you
radiates hate
uncomfortable has become normal
this tension lingers
i'm sorry for becoming what you hate
i'm sorry for defying what you would love for me
but this hate will bounce back
the wear
tear
and shattering of my heart
will be nothing but motivation
for being who i love
while you hate from afar
in the same house