Did I **** him?

I minus well since

I broke his heart....

He broke mines too,

shattered it and jumped on it,

threw it to his wolves

laughing all the wile!

Silly  games

I never wanted to play.

Did I hurt him?


I think its the other way around,
he's taken me off everything

acting like I never existed ,

like what we created never meant a thing,


how funny he's replaced me

but for me he's haunting

my every dream,

Confusions like nightmares

and sadly I feel numb.

so painful is this burden

crushing on inside of me,

to him it's a game where no one's a winner,

he's happy i think or else

he'd do something to fix US!


I blame me more then I blame him

but blame him I do,

it takes two and it was me & you

now
it's just me and your seed.

Easy for him to walk away

but funny before I left

(June)

we created beauty in the name

of our child,

something

he wont ever see or claim...

Well not now,

not when he's playing hard to get back

and harder to have kept

he lets others speak for him and plays
games with my head,

I aint scared

not for myself

but I cry as I laugh cuz he's only fooling

& lately been hurting

him'self....

Did I **** him, hurt him, maimed his pride???

What does your words really mean-  if you can let it
all fall

without a thought or a care?

If he was hurting like me, if i saw a spark in his eye,

I'd consider
more then this;



Regrettable



Painful



Sad


Lonely

GOODBYE!

(wonde­ring Did I hurt him by killing our beautiful love? - I'll never know!)
ALWAYS ME AYESHAH