Those pills I swallowed
Were supposed to do the job
Supposed to wash me away
Take me to somewhere safe
Instead
I found myself in a large hospital room
With nurses and doctors
Surrounding me
I did what I was told
And I recovered as well
As I possibly could
I'll never purposely
Try to hurt myself again
But when I'm walking alone
I don't know if
I can control
The urge to walk
Right in front
Of that car