blood thickened under grainy skin
sharpened teeth come well prepared
absent from moments
this is the place we're living in
barred and secluded
this room has no distance
suspicions flutter
through and increase our delusions
distractions amuse us
camera flash and slow thrusts
***** hands held tight
eyes to the sky
eyes open wide
deafening silence surrounds
our existence
we scream through laughter
cover up what we can
efforts exhausting
haunting our lungs
in piles of smoke, we spoke
softly and imaginary
choking on this savagery
portions of skin stuck
between my rings
thighs to the sky
thighs open wide
angels in angles we can
only envision//twisted
decisions we stare blankly
out these stained windows
hoping for recognition
hoping for more than
this empty universe we created.