Dec 2013
No matter how hard I try
I am never fully satisfied
I never think I've done enough
To help pull you out of the rough
I am doing the best I can
I try hard then it hits the fan
I don't think I'm trying hard
I want to protect you, stand guard
I want to do anything for you
You're close to my heart like few
But the harder I try at all
I always end with a deeper fall
I am never fully satisfied
I never think I've done enough
To help pull you out of the rough
I am doing the best I can
I try hard then it hits the fan
I don't think I'm trying hard
I want to protect you, stand guard
I want to do anything for you
You're close to my heart like few
But the harder I try at all
I always end with a deeper fall
Its 2am when I'm writing this by the way. So, I'm just thinking, I know I'm doing all I possibly can to make my girlfriend happy, but no matter what I do, I still don't feel successful and then I have to try harder the next time. If you don't know my story, here it is. I'm 16, my girlfriend lives 1500 miles away and she has cancer and only has months to live. Thanks for reading.
