do you ever have those nights
when you look in the mirror
and your shoulders are too wide
and your stomach is too fat
and your ***** are shaped weird
and your face is too round
       and splotchy
and your hair is too damaged
       and too short

and you cant even tell anyone you feel like ****
because you know
              that nothing they say will be new.
youve heard it all before,
           and it wont change a single thing
                     about the way you feel in that moment?