When I've found my stride on a broken leg I can walk upright my teeth gritted into a grin but if I lose it (when I lose it) that's when I fall because I can't find it again and my battered pride refuses to limp. When I fall I don't dream of the days before this (those days of innocence no longer belong to this broken me). When I fall I dream of walking on my broken leg and I grin.
When I find my stride on a broken leg it feels wrong like I should be more broken so I go break myself some more.