for the first time
in a long time
i am ready to open myself up.
i am ready to try again.
i am ready to love again.
and **** it i love you.
but i can't sit here waiting for you anymore.
waiting for you to be ready.
waiting for you to want what i want.
waiting for you to open your eyes
and see how amazing we could be.
how perfect we are for each other.
and how just being in the same room,
is like electricity.
how every touch is fire.
and how every kiss is magic.
i can't wait for you to accept how much you mean to me.
for you to understand that i won't leave.
that your scary, doesn't scare me.
i understand you better than you are willing to admit you understand yourself.
and **** it i love you anyways.
but love isn't always enough.
and i can't wait anymore.
because i'm ready to let someone love me.
and i need to accept that right now,
that someone isn't going to be you.