I need to grow up, I need to grow up, I need to grow up! Everyone tells me so and I refuse to listen. I want to grow up, I want to grow up, I want to grow up! They all do it so smoothly but I don't know how. I have to grow up, I have to grow up, I have to grow up! My life and I live in this parallelism, watching each other run at a different pace. I have to need to want! Crying old sorrows, watching antique chains, doesn't work anymore. The have is to break free, the need to for my sanity, the want is to finally be the grown up I desire.