Is that it, is that why? You have so many closer to you, so many you lean on, every one closer and smarter and oh so much better than I. And yet when you needed someone, you chose me. And I couldn't understand, I didn't get it, I wouldn't see. But now I know that all those others, they are indeed so much wiser than I. And that is why. Because they won't help you hurt themselves. You chose me to help you (build those walls) because you know I will follow blindly.
December 22, 2013
i thought i was special or trusted. stupid stupid me.