Lost in a haze
Trying to find where my mind went
Trying to fathom what I've done

Grazing through my crowded mind
Confused why I let myself down

Why did I let you and me down?
I thought I knew

I thought you were the one for me

Was is because I was scared?
I don't know

Words slurring off my tipsy tongue
Not making any comprehensible sense

Like the decisions I've made
I'm so sorry

If I could give you answers to your heartbroken questions
I would

But right now,
I am not me

I thought I knew
Where I wanted to be
What I wanted
Who I loved

I thought I knew

                                                                                                                                                        forgive me