Suddenly my heart comes back from it's long sleep, but just to face pain and a strange emptiness. As if I had been missing something, you.The agony of knowing we are so close but can never be together leaves in my throat the oh so known sore of unshed tears, because every day since I knew of your existence it has been there, reminding me of the world that separates us from each other.I love you with every inch of my broken heart, and yet we could never be together, because reality doesn't mix well with fantasy.But knowing you, changed my whole existence, that's why my world seems grey now, and I walk around with apathy, like something's dead inside of me. This doesn't make me proud, how could you love a ghost?Smiles appear in my face to hide the excruciating pain that is not having you to share everything with.  But life goes on, days pass me slowly as only a sad soul can feel.It takes my best effort not to go insane and start confusing the two worlds I now live in...I don't want to re-enact Miguel de Cervantes'  most famous character. But I love you. I will always love you. And if it's only at night when I fall into Morpheus' arms that we can be together, then I shall be there and wait for you every night in my dreams, for the rest of my life,  we belong to each other, always.