Della lays in bed.
The moon is full
shines through the
window. Her mother
seemed angry, about
her getting into the
car, with the man who
was her mother's friend.
Shouting voice, long words.
The police questioned
the man about it, but
nothing was done, so
he was released with
a warning, not to pick
her up again. She liked
the car. The seat was
comfortable. Springy
over bumps. The man
said: do you want to see
the ducks? She likes ducks,
like the colours, the way
they seem to glide on water.
The man said that she was
very pretty, she liked it
being said she was pretty,
many tell her she's ugly,
a duckling, a plump *****,
whatever that was. She
watches as the moon seems
to drift across the window,
clouds cover it and uncover
it like a magic trick, she smiles.
The man said she had nice
legs and eyes. She likedΒ Β him
for saying nice things. Some
boys at school call her monkey
face. She saw the man's hand
touching her leg. She thought
his hand was warm, soft touching.
He never said anything about
her being Downs. He never
seemed to mind her tongue
sitting on her lower lip when
she spoke, never made fun of her
as some girls did when she spoke
to them. She liked seeing the ducks,
the colours, the way they swam.
He held her hand. He said in case
she fell and her mother would be
worried. His hand was hairy, the
hairs tickled her. After the ducks
he put her seatbelt on, leaning over
her. He said her perfume was lovely.
He was kind to kiss her hand; some
boys squeeze it to make her cry.
Her mother is angry, she hasn't told
her mother about the man kissing;
she got so angry about the car ride.
She said nothing more. Looked at
the fire in her mother's eyes; her
shouty voice hurt her ears. She
closes her eyes. The police lady
asked her questions. Some words
she didn't know, she just shook
her head, said nothing more.
Her mother wide eyed crying.
All because of a car ride. Della
liked the car, the colours, the
smell of leather on the seats.
The man had a nice smell; his
voice soft and deep. She hears
the wind outside. Time to sleep.