After 12 midnight when everyone's asleep That's your most conscious moment.
Morning: Drunk on insecurities, Busy putting up strong fronts and fake smiles. Answering with slight twists whenever a personal question that might potentially break down your wall is asked.
Afternoon: Weary from pretense but yet desperately holding on. Having slight slip ups whenever no one is looking.
Night: Walls crumple and demons are set free. The mind is free from all restrains.
You begin to see things more clearly despite being in the dark. But yet the demons which were also let loose continues to blind you each time you realize the stupidity of yourself.
Vicious cycle that can't be broken, You broke yourself into pieces instead.