I don’t laugh so much as I used to
And I'm begging somebody to see
The brokenness hiding behind my eyes
And the demons that wrestle with me
What I’d give to be telling the truth
When I tell everyone I’m okay
As it is all they can do is sit back
And watch me as I fade
The clock is broken beyond repair
And there’s no stopping it now
And I won’t deny that I'm really scared
I need you to save me somehow
As my sadness leads me to hate myself
And the hatred just makes me more sad
Cause when it comes to life I’ve got everything
When others could carry all that they had
So one last wish I’ve finally made
Watch me as I fade