In the clean, crisp air of early morning, I make my way down to the field where I plan to spend most of the day. My heart pounds, my body trembles nervously as I walk. Today, I leave this earth, if only temporarily. I settle down beneath a tree, perfectly alone as I open my brown paper bag. Inside, my escape to a better world, my early morning confidence helping me relax. After about an hour or relaxing bright circles appear, floating around in my empty field. They're friendly, welcoming to me, pulling me out of my lazy state. Running freely, I follow them with not a care in the world. the field has turned vivid, bright and colorful, the warmth dancing on my skin. This running doesn't last long as I slip down in the middle of the field. The big beautiful sky passing by, the clouds wave hello as they pass by me and that early morning confidence takes me away to a happier place.