Now I lost and don't have you any- more, things are different, bad kind of changes emerge in my pitiful mind. He can't refrain himself from you, can he?
I know he'll try and if he does fail, bail him out of the prison she locked him in. Throw her grip and your feelings in a bin, they're useless pieces tied together, forced
but not fitting. I am fearing for the worst to happen. Cause she is not your holy grail neither your reason to be pale, there are some different things going on inside that little boy.
Soon nothing will be left, he will be his own decoy. This feels so much better than the former emptiness of numb.
Chosing the lesser evil, the less bad kind of empty.