why are you sad? Should I blame you? I want to. I wish so badly that I could point my finger and truly believe myself when I curse you for hurting me this way. Should I blame God? Why did you let this happen to me? What the hell are you doing up there? Why are you sad? Should I blame destiny? It was always supposed to end up like this. HELP ME! WHY AREN'T YOU HELPING ME? And the reality that I am to blame for this, reaches out it's icy cold hands and wraps them around my neck, choking every last bit of air from my lungs. WHY ARE YOU SAD?* I can never escape my own mind. I'm trapped here forever. Suffocating. slowly,