I will never really understand why I cant leave you alone what is it about you that is so addictive ? i know I shouldnt be with you yet I came back you're no good but I came back you betrayed me but I still came back but why? why am I coming back? maybe its the way our bodies collided like two fine ships beautiful but ending in doom , sinking like the Titanic and the mighty waters leaving me vulnerable to whatever your waves had planned for me or maybe its way our kisses like diseases infected the other with a jolt of regret and absolute pleasure why do we always crave for the ones who are no good for us ? i guess you're my cigarette i pull you out of that dark , black box and light you up when Im cold keep you on my lips and inhale you even though I know how toxic you are and can be but i dont care cause i love that feeling in my lungs you're like alcohol too so tempting and tantalizing on the lips i get a lovely burning sensation as it sinks in but i dont care cause that feeling is heavenly i shouldnt be here with you lying on the bed drunk off each other's passion you destroyed me once and I let you you're gonna destroy me again and Im gonna let you