you were nervous,if you could handle me,if you could bear me well,your cowardice,you were scared,you wanted to run away,you dropped me,not dropped,probably left the mark and with a thud i fell on my head,and i well understood,you could no longer continue us.'*** you were dammed . i hate you,i so ******* hate you. you could've just told. I'd have never fallen.at least then,i could've lived,well....