i dont think about death much but its really weird when i do like your body turns cold and the parts meant to move they just stop moving everything stops working your lungs stop breathing your blood stops flowing its like your body gives up i dont really understand why but i dont understand a lot why do english teachers make me learn a language ive spoken my entire life and why do i need to know the pythagorean theorm why do i not know politics but ive taken six years of art class since when were self portraits by seven year old art why does the world rotate around the sun and also around itself but never around its moon why doesnt the earth rotate around the moon why are my nails shaped funny different than most girls' but i get told theyre pretty since when was different pretty and why dont i find different pretty not pretty in the slightest