I am proud. I'm proud of you. While you've just recently hurt me more than anyone I've ever known, I don't blame you for what you've done. It was necessary for you.
I am proud. I am proud of you. I am proud of you for everything you put up with from me. I am proud of you for sticking with me until the very end, at least, until you couldn't bear it anymore. I am proud of you for doing now what you need to do ...to be happy.
I'm not proud. I'm not proud of myself. I'm not proud of where I am with you. I'm not proud of what I've done to you. I'm not proud that I've hurt the only person I can say I truly know I love.