All this time,
I've been crying.
Inside my soul was fading.

Now my smile is fixed.

I never knew,
That hope would be found,
Even when it was right there.

I finally found it.

I've missed out,
Completely ignored everyone.
Denying the love that they gave.

Now I can feel it.

Through the minutes of life,
I sat wondering,
I should die, but how?

I don't anymore.

Lying through my smile.
Straight faced and serious,
I have hurt many.

I have let that go.

So much hate inside,
Realizing my pain,
I fall into pieces,

I go down, down, down.

I laugh at the jokes,
Smile when I should,
Serious when it's needed.

Hammers fall on all my pieces.

I can be hurt,
But I don't show it.
I know how to hide,

I run in the darkness, with nowhere to go.

No more am I happy,
Forever alone in the dark.