there’s someone new in my life currently, a boy who has taken over your role and acted it out better than you ever could. you made me afraid to dive headfirst or march into love with a blindfold over my eyes, but i see now that you were a warning and not an example. his gentle hands and gentle eyes show me what it means to love and be loved, a lesson i would have never learned if you hadn’t taught me exactly what love wasn’t. (every day i am stronger.)