I will write myself to sleep. I will write long, pathetic poems instead of texts to my ex. I will write the novel of my life instead of asking you for attention.
I will write the new bible on isolation, chronological volumes on loneliness.
I will write ten million haikus before I write you again.
I will write love letters to myself until my fingers bleed, until I believe them.
I will write the handbook on neglect, the idiots guide to dealing with it.
I will write vague fortune cookies about self-acceptance and self-forgiveness.
By the time I'm finished, I will have exhausted my depression.
I will write Shakespearean prose about this rejection.
I will write suicide notes on my shield and armor for protection and I will save myself with them.
I will write angry, violent speeches to rally the voices in my head.
I will write a pledge of allegiance to myself and recite it daily, after coffee.
I will pray to the Gods of "move on," and "get over it." I will baptize myself in holy water that makes me stop caring completely.
Holy water, oh well, whatever move on. Hallelujah.
I will write the ten commandments on how to be abandoned.