And I feel my mistake Hit my like a wall And I feel the hate I am hopelessly in love me But all I can ask is: "what is wrong with me?" So I fail nearly all my classes Scrape by with a 2.5 gpa And I sit in my room Alone at last And the smile goes away And everything is in my mind Swirling around until I plug in my headphones And turn it up so loud I cannot think.