I’m fully aware I push
people away, and although
it’s bad, I don’t really mind,
but then I realize that one day
I’m going to end up being alone.
I don’t allow anyone to
make me happy for a long time,
I distant myself that they slowly
just walk away
which is my fault,
no one else’s
and that’s what eats me up
every time I push someone away
because I do nothing about it,
I just watch them leave.