I'm left here my feet on the floor I'm staring at the door. To leave or to stay... so many options but where would I go? I have no one I have no where other family yeah, funny I'd just be a burden but that's nothing new. Why? why is this feeling taking over me leave me alone LEAVE ME ALONE My insides are flowing but slowly I was never like this I was always happy have I caused this myself am I creating my own nightmare It's blowing up but I won't show it. It's blowing up inside of me but it's a secret I would never share. For once, I don't know for once, I need help but would anyone understand? I know they wouldn't I think I'm crazy but am I? Do other people feel this way I'm not just myself there is someone else inside of me someone else making my decisions I don't agree with myself I can't fight this anymore. Who am I? What have I become? Where am I going? When will this go away? Why me? How did I let myself get here? I am up and down. constantly I'm done with me and them and everyone around.