The problems back
..It's me..
You don't understand
You never have

I'm not the bad guy
I'm just a kid
I'm learning how to live
You aren't concerned about that

You just wait ..
Feeding me false hope..
Until you find a flaw
Then those kind words
..vanish..

Now you scream
Now you yell
..please..
I'm just a kid

I'm imperfect like everyone else
Don't break my trust
..oh wait
..you already have..

I'm like a rodent
You're test rat, project "x"

I just want to be your daughter
I want advice on life
I want help being a teen
I need your support

But I have to remember
Not to listen the false hope
You'll take it back tomorrow

Like it was fog in the air
It'll always disappear
Can I please just leave

If only these walls could talk
They'd tell the tale
Of you and I

On the outside it looks beautiful
White trim, big porch
Oh but darling on the inside
These walls are stained with red secrets
It's unbearable to look at
Secrets,words,& lies
All lie inside this house
Beautiful..but broken
..Not beautifully broken..
..just broken..

And now I stain my pillow
With the tears of my pain
..Because you've attacked again..