I just got off the phone with you, and I'd have to admit that hearing the smile in your "hello" was one of the best parts of my day. And laughing with you, and absorbing some of your carefree relief took some of my own stress off my shoulders. And tomorrow I'll probably make jokes about being in love with a college boy, but also it is a little bittersweetβ because over the course of just a day the fact that you're leaving in a few months suddenly became very, very real. But St. Louis isn't that far away, and 320 miles could have been a lot more, and even though I'd rather say it in person, I won't get tired of that same smile in your voice when you pick up the phoneβ and though it's better to say face-to-face, the sincerity in every one of my I love you's won't be fading with the distance.