I never fit inside a check marked box I fall between the cracks of black and white and I'm always writing about world issues and eating disorders or where I belong which I love writing but these poems have suffered greatly as I find I belong up against your chest your arms around my back eyes closed. I sit down to write a poem but the only thing that comes to my mind is you and I don't get how you could be the worst thing to ever happen to my poetry but the best thing to ever happen to me.