Be wary, be intelligent don't lose hope and don't forget that though you believe in death marking the end of your problems and while it certainly is the key to your problems it certainly isn't
Looks are deceptive It seems, and virtually feels as though it can lead you out of ALL the ****** misery in your life its kinda.. untrue.. because after you die.. you are to go to the Underworld.. and please, lets not talk about it I dont have a personal experience about it but seriously You will face just the same problems again is it worth it to leave your progress right now? You are doing great, and death has doors which you, aren't required to knock on for a while A REALLY LONG WHILE
so please, enjoy the season of christmas meet people under mistletoe yes, I am serious about that and live and see the brighter side of things and also watch Sherlock season 3..
I like that show, you will too Just live and let bygones be bygones If this is too cliche well.. Sorry about it. I am trying to convey a point
Poem written to tell you/others about why not to **** oneself. I haven't had those thoughts which is such a relief. I am actually able to concentrate on studying and get better scores in my Biology class (I heart that class, literally). I might just be my normal self again, dunno. Though I still lack the power to be strong and more confident in my English class.. Well. I have certainly been having a great time (kinda) I hope you have been too and are excited for the vacation which are coming up. I shall write again and be online soon,