I know this is supposed to be four days of freedom
But it feels like four days of punishment
Four days of solitude and sorrow
Four days for me to change my bad habits
To better myself for the sake of us
Four days for me to figure myself out as an individual
So that when I go back to you
We will know better who we are as a whole

Five days if you would like to count the day we decided to back off
One day of crying
One day of travel and enlightenment
Three days of work
Five days of writing and release