I’d rather die alone in the bathtub drowning in my misery
Than watch as the world shines around me
Because it is shining without me
The chaos and torment of my mind cages me
I feel ashamed and banished from my own world
Watching my memories collide with one another
Causing tiny explosions behind my eye lids
Violent colours of blue, purple, and green
All those happy memories
All fading into pain and lies
The damage has been done, revolt against me cruel world
I’ve had enough of this rain and wind in my chest
My eyes and nose bleed from the war inside my head
The twice sold tales of my virtue and heroic acts
It all fades into the mist now as I lay her drowning
It’s OK, I know this world won’t miss me