I don’t know what to do with this anymore
With us
You start trying and then you leave
Leave for weeks, months
Lead me to think everything is OK
And then disappear

I really like you, but I can’t keep doing this
This back and forth
Pretending not to like you thing
And letting you **** me around

This whole situation brings me to tears
I sleep all day and I don’t eat
No person is worth this torture
This is why I hideaway in my mind
Where no one can hurt me
And no one can find me

If you can bring me from hell
And into the sunshine
I’d keep you in my heart forever
Keep your hand in mine and at my side
I would never let you leave me
I’d give you my heart
And make sure that you never give it back