Why can't he love me. What can I do. I cry when he isn't around I feel like such a fool. His mom told me and so did mine. They said I'd get Fed up over time. He started saying he would **** me. He once chocked me till I threw up. He told me.He didn't give a #&$#. I deserved it. Maybe that's true. But I KNOW what to do. The doors to success will open. I will feel real love from a man who hands do no harm. He will care for me and protect me and we will love like no one has ever loved. ... one day.someday...But not today