My life is turning upside down Spinning 1000mph around and around Throwing up my guts and secrets What's inside has come out A 5 year old me screams and shouts Trade one for another, teeth grit, I get lit Abuse for abuse so I say **** **** But when I'm all alone and sober All I can do is pout nd cry I can't get any of it out of my mind. Keep up with me as my nose fills with lines. I fill the the lines or this paper with the horror of my life time