I never though I'd feel again. I hoped that my heart would never heal. But lately I've been feeling. Lately I've been happy. Butterflies keep flying inside. I'm apologizing for what I see as my flaws. I'm trying to make things perfect. Even though I could never be perfect. I'm so glad we're talking and that we're giving this a chance. Watching movies, eating pizza and holding hands. I never thought I'd feel again. But my heart started beating again.