define warmth for me, so that I comprehend because I've been rubbernecking, though I reside here and your greenhouse effect affects me not
I'm caught in a position of longing, but it is less of a yearning and more of an ambition because I'd do utterly anything to feel the spark of embers the sort of glow that old remember and young magnify
too often I'm hearing a climatic affair of the strong brought to knees before being enveloped by a numbness that eases their burden more often I am enraged by their weakness: disgusted by their vulnerability or perhaps it's jealousy from one who never felt the urge at the starter's pistol it's hard to pity when the Arctic's all you've known
and maybe it's not fair but who are you to say so because I won't undergo your tragedy and you won't fathom mine... quit your babbling - it's all a mind game and your wailing drives me wild honestly, promise me nothing because keeping oath requires a fervor which only comes with fire and you've the ability to find it despite your cold but behold - that smouldering - I've never even felt it
still I can feel a trickle of pride at your dab of effort when your arms encircled me but dearest, I shivered petrified, I sobbed because you were so close and blazing while I was freezing and that girl across the road sensed the calidity, unbuttoned her jacket and handed it over to a man on the sidewalk in snowfall he felt from her what she felt from you you put scalding verses my glacial green eyes were hopeful; my brown, resigned I was worlds away from neutral
this ice has not enslaved me make no illusion that there's a stand still because I've yet to find the frosty pillar that might halt this endeavor for fire on the streets I see vessels radiating my craving and I wonder by what method did they reach their warm condition but at below 0 I suppose all you see is warms bodies.
For a couple of years I was wondering why I felt no emotion where others were crying, so this is a tribute to my old self. I'm not sure if this is amplified but I think that any fear is as equally terrifying in the moment.