I have more walls up than I ever had, I think that's a good thing. I needed a slap on the wrist, a fresh perspective on reality. There are worse tragedies in the world. You have to pick yourself up, and you got to keep going. You have to find your place in the world, and find your purpose. You are so small, so very small compared to the world. Think of bigger things around you. You are minuscule compared to the universe. Suddenly you don't feel so big anymore, you are small, so very small. The weight of the world and your problems don't matter. There isn't anyone crying for you and no one cares. It's not a perfect world or a caring one. It's every man for himself. So go and cry, go right ahead. Because there won't be anyone waiting for you to call them and vent, and they won't be waiting for you to come home to them. You are alone. It's not a ***** word, or a sad one. Depends on who you are and how you interpret it. Get up. Go and do what you were meant to. Life is too short to regret. You're seriously going to let one little thing stop you? If that's true then you are worth as much as you always thought you were. Nothing. You are not nothing. You are something. Something good and gracious. Something worth living for. Something worth having.