I have a Bleeding Soul A soul that thrives off apathy A soul that withers in dubiety A soul that was once filled with the joy The never ceasing joy The undeterminable youth The stringent yet flourishing confidence All gone One drop at a time It was a pain to love all too well However not wisely The subconscious suspects the false A single lie Fade to black Strangled in the dark No hand to pull you up To slowly emerge from the darkness From a single lie For a soul to be filled with joy again The subconscious suspects Mental torture Reflex ambiguity As the cut gets deeper The blood gets darker One drop at a time One word at a time One sorrow at a time I'm sorry I loved you too well But not wisely forever more I bandage the wound but the blood still rebels I have a Bleeding Soul