Ive been feeling electric, sparking, waiting for ignition
Confused, longing for release
Finding close calls with the unavailable
Wondering what about sin makes us feel more vibrantly alive
Praying for a fated spark, brought by His will
Resisting temptation
But remembering electric bad news mouth on my ear
A friend’s body language
A student’s eyes searching mine in a 4 hour exchange
A woman in heartbreak
Cryptic messages from my heart’s interpretation and friendship from available options
Trying to be the better version I’ve become while the past me slips me bad ideas
Through seductive lips and sensual whispers
I feel on the verge
I want all the bad ideas, the intensity almost hurts but
I’m waiting for the fated interaction
Hoping it’s worth the wait
Staying electric
Impatient
Revved
Sparking
Hoping
Strong
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