I let you down so many times but,
you always seemed to return to my side.
I pushed you away and brought a world filled,
of heartache and frustration to your life.
I was always so self-centered and conceited,
always thinking that you would be there for me.
I took your love for granted everyday,
and spent your money like it was my own.
I never thought that I would come home today,
and find a note from you saying you were gone.
Knowing that you're never coming back,
has opened up my eyes and made me see.
What a terrible person I was to you,
and that I never once thanked you for all that you did.
I know that it's much too late and I want you to know,
that I'm not asking you to come back to me.
I didn't deserve you then and I know,
that I don't deserve you now.
I always thought that I would be alright,
and now that I'm on my own I feel the pain.
I never told you how much I loved you,
or how much I appreciated you.
I was always too proud to and now that I'm looking back,
I never knew until now how much I need you here.