Festering reputation

The wound is Pouring Open No sadness No somber No melancholy Only anger Dripping Rage Souring Flames My story Our story The history Between you And me The violence The blood The flood What i once Called Love I hate it I loved so many Songs Treacherous Dear john Haunted They made me Belong I felt it In these songs I sang Along I too thought How romantic It is To be played with Haunted To escape Into This To feel Finally Wanted An older man The slope was Slippery I ran full speed Fell And flew If I only Fucking Knew Loving him Was red Bleeding Dripping Starving Only Longing Pouring Into Someone Who only Used you For !!Fun!! I never listen To them anymore Now that i know The meaning I know Behind them I feel So stupid Singing along So used Loving those songs So blinded So obtuse You Abused Me And i turned It into A Melody And sang Along I thought that love Was pain I thought it Was nothing But Suffering It's all i knew Around me Fights Knuckles Screams Bleeding Hatred Cruelty Words Stealing Me Stealing What I Believe Love was Wanting to puke Love was Wanting you Love was Bugs crawling In my skin Love was Everytime I heard you Sing Love was twisted broken Endings Love was everything We had From the beginning I thought it was Love To feel violated Betrayed To feel afraid Misbehaved My secret parts Tearing Apart Free for your pleasure Free as your treasure I bled for us To be together I never listened To those songs Again The ones she sang They bring So much Shame It's another thing You fucking stole From me Today I listened Today i remembered All of it The melody The excitement Feeling haunted Feeling used Feeling wanted And abused Feeling you Feeling You I remember The slope The hope The games you started The regret I wanted Wanting to run Wanting to be someone I remember I was so young So young My life had just Begun I wanted to belong To someone To heal you To understand What everyone else Misunderstood I wanted To be Loved To show you what it Really was You opened me up When I didn't want you to My kindness was so strong You saw it through You used It up Sucked me dry Made me cry I never loved you I was so desperate to Please I let you release On me You knew Yet you stole All of me My destiny My mind My sanctity My kind Ness Ness Endless Suffering You stole My dignity My respect My trust My neglect My pain My abandonment My shame My name My fame My debut My speak now My birthday My red My reputation I'll never be the same All i get to claim To claim In my own Fucking name Is this rage Growing and festering Inside Of Me

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