The wound was
Stale
Closed
A scar
From
Long ago
Fighting
To look
Away
There to stay
The wound is
Open
Bleeding
Raw
Burning
Churning
My insides
Turning
My
Eyes
Blind
With
Rage
Yellow
Red
Brown
Black
Left
Me
For
Dead
I'm filled with dread
Inside my head
Inside my bed
I'm fighting to let go
Fighting to forget it all
So
So
So
Hard
I never
Let it out
The rage
The reason
I want to shout
Shout
Your name
Your name
Your to fucking blame
Yet it all remains the same
The thing that gets me
That grinds my teeth
Grinds my feet
Into the dirt
Never to release
Only to flirt
Is
I was innocent
Sweet
Honest
Giving
A child
Nothing ever
Wild
Yet everyone
Turned on me
You touched my
Body
Without a word
Without asking
No permission
Just for the taking
And I became the villian
I'm the villian
Still
They watched me
Shy
Alone
Quiet
Desperate
They watched you
Prey upon
Me
Groom
Me
Shine me
To your
Pleasing
I was a mere
Weakling
To your deceiving
I was a villian
To my family
My friends
While you played the victim
13
To 21
Shoot me
With a fucking gun
It was never you
I crushed for
Never you
I longed for
But you made me believe
In a tainted new
Destiny
You raped me so
Many times
In so many ways
The worst wasn't
My body
But when
You raped
My mind
And everyone
Said
I'M misbehaved
I'm depraved
And I
Agreed.
Planted the seed
My obsession
My lonlieness
My desperation
I'm the perfect
Victim
I was so young
So in love
With someone
Who wasn't you
But you knew
How broken i was
Inside
You knew
To plant the seed
And hide
Til the right
Time
You raped me
And I can't escape
From my mind
You violated my body
And it wasn't even
A crime
They all say
They blamed me
Told me i wanted it
Told me i flaunted it
Told me get over it
They all think I'm obsessive
Possessive
In love with you
They think of me
As a liar
A fake
A freak
I'm none of
You
You violated me
So many times
Til I went
Fucking
Blind
Blind
With rage
It's still what plagues
My mind
I've spent all this time
Being true to who i am
You still make it come undo
The conventions
Everyone knows i left
Because of you
Except
They also say
I'm a whore
A liar
Needing
To get higher
The rumors
The whispers
Everyone in my family
And friends
Dispersed
How they all think of me
You really did your fucking
Worst
I cannot
Get over
Get over
What you did
Not to my body
But me
What they think of
Me
You violated
My sanity
My character
Who i am
Who i loved
Who i used to be
Who I looked up to
My home
My sanctuary
My crush
My beliefs
You took away
Everything from
Me
Everything
And everyone
Just watched
And believed
All these horrific
Fucking things
About
Me
How am i supposed
To not
Still be
Absolutely
Blindly
Madly
MOTHER FUCKING
Angry???