#blindly
The wound was
Stale
Closed
A scar
From
Long ago
Fighting
To look
Away
There to stay
The wound is
Open
Bleeding
Raw
Burning
Churning
My insides
Turning
My
Eyes
Blind
With
Rage
Yellow
Red
Brown
Black
Left
Me
For
Dead
I'm filled with dread
Inside my head
Inside my bed
I'm fighting to let go
Fighting to forget it all
So
So
So
Hard
I never
Let it out
The rage
The reason
I want to shout
Shout
Your name
Your name
Your to ******* blame
Yet it all remains the same
The thing that gets me
That grinds my teeth
Grinds my feet
Into the dirt
Never to release
Only to flirt
Is
I was innocent
Sweet
Honest
Giving
A child
Nothing ever
Wild
Yet everyone
Turned on me
You touched my
Body
Without a word
Without asking
No permission
Just for the taking
And I became the villian
I'm the villian
Still
They watched me
Shy
Alone
Quiet
Desperate
They watched you
Prey upon
Me
Groom
Me
Shine me
To your
Pleasing
I was a mere
Weakling
To your deceiving
I was a villian
To my family
My friends
While you played the victim
13
To 21
Shoot me
With a ******* gun
It was never you
I crushed for
Never you
I longed for
But you made me believe
In a tainted new
Destiny
You ***** me so
Many times
In so many ways
The worst wasn't
My body
But when
You *****
My mind
And everyone
Said
I'M misbehaved
I'm depraved
And I
Agreed.
Planted the seed
My obsession
My lonlieness
My desperation
I'm the perfect
Victim
I was so young
So in love
With someone
Who wasn't you
But you knew
How broken i was
Inside
You knew
To plant the seed
And hide
Til the right
Time
You ***** me
And I can't escape
From my mind
You violated my body
And it wasn't even
A crime
They all say
They blamed me
Told me i wanted it
Told me i flaunted it
Told me get over it
They all think I'm obsessive
Possessive
In love with you
They think of me
As a liar
A fake
A freak
I'm none of
You
You violated me
So many times
Til I went
*******
Blind
Blind
With rage
It's still what plagues
My mind
I've spent all this time
Being true to who i am
You still make it come undo
The conventions
Everyone knows i left
Because of you
Except
They also say
I'm a *****
A liar
Needing
To get higher
The rumors
The whispers
Everyone in my family
And friends
Dispersed
How they all think of me
You really did your *******
Worst
I cannot
Get over
Get over
What you did
Not to my body
But me
What they think of
Me
You violated
My sanity
My character
Who i am
Who i loved
Who i used to be
Who I looked up to
My home
My sanctuary
My crush
My beliefs
You took away
Everything from
Me
Everything
And everyone
Just watched
And believed
All these horrific
******* things
About
Me
How am i supposed
To not
Still be
Absolutely
Blindly
Madly
MOTHER *******
Angry???
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 10:47 PM UTC
I was searching for love! I was searching for long
In eyes, looking keenly at me,
In hands, touching upon me subtly,
In words, which were a trap foresee.
I was searching for rescue painfully long time
In those others and in yourself at all.
I pinned faith on all blindly and silly
That all of you were meant for me whole.
I was searching for the truth entirely honestly
In them, in you and in myself again.
And while I was searching for, I realized, that
The truth is there, where the calmness reins.
I handed myself at the mercy of the Night.
There's no fear and there's no shame.
I'll finish my useless searches here.
The Night is the calmness! This is proclaimed!
Mar 29, 2025
Mar 29, 2025 at 6:35 PM UTC
I tried to close my eyes and walk through life blindly. I often stumbled, fell, cried and got lost. I heard many honest people lie through their teeth. I've felt the rough hands of a hardworking mother and father. I've learned the meaning of patience, hope, charity and sincerity.
When I opened my eyes I asked myself; "Now what have I missed?". I expected to see hardship and disaster. A world run by liars and held entirely on the backs of the innocent, broken and bruised. Yet I forgot my most important lesson. Hope.
It came in the form of the birds singing their mellifluous songs in the trees. A trail of sunshine falling through the fluffy white clouds. The bright and ignorant smiles of the passersby. Yes, the world is ugly. But I have learned to see the beauty in between; I have learned to look.
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 12:01 AM UTC
It's like a silent road
Everything has been stopped.
Without having a hope or a dream and being free
But it's like walking blindly.
Things are never going to happen
As I thought
How it supposed to be.
Finally realised that
It is like a mirage
Because disappointing it seems
to keep our dreams
and our thinking in our mind.
Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 6:53 AM UTC
with no
need for permission
or judging transitions
the S u n keeps on rising
a self-proclaimed mission
such divine compositions
my kaleidoscope v i s i o n
feels as my minds-eye
lets me blindly
listen
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 3:33 PM UTC
I've been blindly in love,
With someone who sees me.
I've been blindly in love...
Like Cupid and Psyche.
I don't have to see,
To imagine and believe...
Cause what's inside truly matters.
What's essential always comes first.
I've been blindly in love,
Yes, I am and I know.
I'll never let you go...
Through the beautiful paradise
And through the darkest roads,
I'll be there walking with you.
I'll always tell you,
"I'm always here to stay."
I'll be giving colour...
To your shades of gray.
To always remind you,
"That's what I'm here for."
I've been blindly in love,
With the way you laugh,
With the way you talk,
With the way you smile...
With your warm embrace,
Reminds me of the place.
I've been blindly in love,
I'm always here to tell you...
That always, I love you so...
Promise me you'll never forget,
That you always know,
I don't have to see to believe...
I've always been yours,
Even if I've been blindly in love.
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 5:21 AM UTC
My beloved a time will come when I will be mad
Please do consider that will be the height of love
Request is to chain me and keep without being sad
Then please do not ask this all happened when,how
Do not leave me on road,people will throw stones
And will **** me mercilessly just like a play doll
And will abuse me in ***** rude and harsh tones
Then my heart will bleed and be in trouble my soul
Love is a strange and a marvelous sentiment ,passion
Which needs sacrifice not of heart but of all the body
You do realize in love I have my own style and fashion
So towards my end I will go gracefully but blindly
Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 5:55 AM UTC
She is just going.. going places.
She is leaving without any traces.
She is aimlessly travelling in search for something.
Like a vagabond, she is just wandering.
Try not to stop her, because she is actually falling.
Falling in love.
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
I remember days when it was darker outside
Only because the clouds were grey-er and thicker
I remember days when it was warmer inside
Only because of the fire in our hearts
But we can’t go back in time
I remember days when there where rainbows outside
Only because the sun followed a rain
I remember days with smiles in our eyes
Only because of stupid little things we’d say
But we can’t go back in time
I remember days when it was greener outside
Only because we weren't envious of nature
I remember days where we were soldiers of love
Only because we blindly believed
But we can’t go back in time
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 6:21 PM UTC
My dear I fell in love with you
blindly
You always treated me oh so
kindly
I would lay my hand gently on your
chest
Burry my head in your shoulder to
rest
Cup your cheeks and kiss your
face
You always had such everlasting
grace
But since those days the times have
changed
And for drugs my love had been
exchanged
You started to chase the ultimate
high
I was left alone in the blink of an
eye
You began to lose everything you
had
You were an addict, I went absolutely
mad
Nothing more important than your
dope
But all of this time I held on with
hope
That you could some day stop the
addiction
You were nothing more to me than an
infliction
Of pain, I was broken it was me you
destroyed
All you were was a crazy drug addict
unemployed
But I didn’t mind I was blindly in
love
I’ll admit it’s something I’m not quite
proud of.
May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
I can't do this anymore.
HELP! I'm falling apart on the floor.
Sleeping has become my only score.
I've can't even cry.
Must be strong for the poor.
I'm okay on the outside.
I'm crashing down in the core.
Tell me "It's okay."
Let me blindly love tomorrow's day.
I want to speak,
but sometimes, there's nothing left to say.
I want to smile..
..but no..
I'm not okay.
I'll never admit it.
I fall apart everyday.
I was heading to "Out The Window",
but hit a *** hole on the way.
Am I even trying?
Why am I always lying-
..on this floor..
begging,
pleading,
stressing,
for more than I have the courage ..to ask for?..
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC